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I believe in you

Do you not see how beautiful you are? I cannot figure out why you punish yourself. I cannot understand why you treat yourself so poorly and have lost all respect for yourself and for everyone around you.  Have you forgotten that God created you and he loves you so much? You used to be so full of love and life, so happy and full of dreams. Then somehow along the way, you allowed darkness into your world. You let something or someone make you feel like you were no longer worthy of good. That you were no longer worthy of what God has wanted to give you all along. I hate whatever has done this to you. I hate that you’ve allowed it to control your life. I hate that you refuse to fight against the evil of this world but instead you give into your weakness and just fall into its ugly and despicable traps. You are SO much better than this. You are so special. You are a chosen one. Why do you run from it? Why do you run from God? He literally has so much love and blessings that he is waiting to pour out onto your life if you will just run to him and surrender to his will that you so desperately are trying to escape. What are you so afraid of? There is so much life and happiness if you’ll just stop hurting yourself.  Why are you so angry? LET IT GO. It’s easy to see you’re not happy. You haven’t been happy in a very long time and it literally breaks my heart into a million pieces. I wish you could see in yourself what I see in you. Your potential is out of this world. Why do you waste it? I do not understand. I know you better than anyone knows you. I know that deep down somewhere inside of that heart of yours… buried underneath the walls you’ve built, and the anger that incases it… you are full of love and life. I know it. And I know it still exists, no matter what you or anyone else thinks. I desperately wish you’d stop doing this to yourself. Stop hating yourself. I wish you’d just break down, let the truth out and let God’s grace wash over you. It’s not too late. It’s never too late. Please, believe in yourself. I will never give up believing in you. I will never stop praying for you. No matter what anyone else ever thinks of you, I will always know the real beautiful soul that still exists inside of you. My heart hurts for you. It kills me knowing what your life could be if you’d just STOP. Please, save yourself. There is still hope. There is always hope. God loves you SO much!! He will never stop loving you. Don’t let your life be a waste. Stop throwing away your potential. There is still time. FREE YOURSELF. You have become a slave to misery and it’s not too late to fight back. Fight for your freedom. Fight for your happiness. Fight for your dreams. Stop giving up on yourself and just, FIGHT. I know you have it in you. No one can fight this battle for you. Only you hold the keys to your life, your happiness. FIGHT. There is freedom waiting for you.

I believe in you. I always will.

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